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May. 8th, 2007 | 04:22 am

woot! wendsday and its all over! i am finally done with school....thank god...

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Feb. 16th, 2007 | 12:57 pm


You are The Empress


Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation.


The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents,
beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home
decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.


The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.


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Feb. 12th, 2007 | 07:36 pm

lack of sleep is just not fun....

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Feb. 5th, 2007 | 11:27 am

last night sucked alot....

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Feb. 2nd, 2007 | 08:44 pm

ok....im really fucking bored....i want to crush my head in...i think im getting a migrain....beh!

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Jan. 29th, 2007 | 09:01 pm

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yXuWpub2uoU


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i3aZj0Oa-w4

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Jan. 29th, 2007 | 08:48 pm

listening to pouya!!!! best iranian singer...this sucks i cant find his lyrics already translated....it takes to long to do it myself...and its easier to have someone else translate it...if i do it...it gets all mixed up and it doesnt sound right....

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Jan. 25th, 2007 | 10:40 pm

HUM DIL DE CHUKE SANAM



This lifeless heart --
Your love gave life to this lifeless heart.
Then that very love of yours laid waste to it.


From this battered heart arises a heavy sigh:
I am punished for loving you; what sin did I commit to deserve this?
In my love for you, I was utterly destroyed.

Love is so strange: a few moments of happiness,
then a treasure trove of sorrow and loneliness.
Sometimes tears, sometimes sighs, sometimes reproaches, sometimes moans.
Your face appears before me;
Your face appears in the brightness of day and memories of you torment me.
Memories of you torment me in the darkness of night; your face appears before me.
From this agitated heart arises a heavy sigh:

I am punished for loving you; what sin did I commit to deserve this?

I was utterly destroyed;

I was utterly destroyed by my love for you.

If I meet God, I will ask him: God,

Having given me a body of clay, why did you make my heart with glass?

And on top of that, you put it in my nature to love!
How marvelous, your creation!
How marvelous, God, that above and beyond that, you granted a fate not only of meeting, but also of parting!
Sometimes we meet, sometimes we separate, is this the love you intended?
How marvelous is your handiwork!
A sigh arises from this griefstricken heart;
I am punished for loving you; what sin did I commit to deserve this?
I was utterly destroyed;
I was utterly destroyed by my love for you.

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Jan. 25th, 2007 | 09:54 pm
mood: bouncybouncy
music: tauba tauba

JEANS


My God, such radiance, how could it not stagger someone?
It's as if your whole body is filled with light.
Are you an angel of paradise, or some fairy?
my god such radiance, how could it not stagger someone?
A lovely figure, an innocent face; you're like a flower petal.
Is this your body, or has some river of ambrosia spilled over its banks?
Pleasure lurks in your intoxicating, deep blue eyes.
When your rosy lips smile, a string of pearls seems to spill out.
Mistress of beauty, queen of dreams, there's no one else like you.
There are hundreds of thousands of beauties in this world, but no one else like this.
My God, such radiance, how could it not stagger someone?
This face is like the moon, this neck like the stem of a lotus.
Your walk is like the peahen's; your flirtatious glance like a doe's.
Wherever you pass, your fragrance lingers.
Your colors overflow, so that everyone who looks at you takes on your fragrance.
I will bring cool breezes to the city of the moon;
then I will make a palace of the moon's silver and gold.
taare toRke laa'uu.nga aur saara mahal sajaa'uu.nga I'll break off the stars and decorate the whole palace with them.
I'll spread out warm, soft clouds there for you.
I'll bring dew from the flowers and bathe you in it.
And darling, I'll drink up your wet beauty with my eyes.
My God, such radiance!
My God, such radiance, how could it not stagger someone?
It's as if your whole body is filled with light.
Are you an angel of paradise, or some fairy?
t My God, such radiance, how could it not stagger someone?





I love ashwaryia and how she dances in this clip

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Jan. 24th, 2007 | 11:11 pm

i dont like my web cam....its being stupid...i want to hurt it...it doesnt want to acknowledge itself on my comp....*spits on webcam* i think im going to buy a new one within a few weeks if i have money after i pay all the bills....*grumbles about the electricity bill*

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death

Jan. 23rd, 2007 | 11:57 pm

God gives us all love.
But something to love,
he only lends us...


The strife is over,
the battle is done.
The victory of life has been won...


Do not look here to see me.
Look instead to your heart and to the heavens...

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Jan. 20th, 2007 | 11:07 pm

ok im back...ive finally got internet at home...and im coming back within a few months because im so sick of france....im sick of everything here i want to come home....even if bush is still president...

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Sep. 2nd, 2006 | 06:40 pm

if i live,how could i live without you?
without you, my heart takes to nothing.
If i live, how could i live without you?
how can i describe what this life would be like without you
it would be like a punishment like a curse
ive made this decision i wont live without you
if i live how could i live without you
someone should give me poison ill drink it with a laugh
i could bear every^pain i could live under any condition
but i cannot endure the agony if separation.
i cannot remain here without you
if i live how could i live without you
when he looks at me its you who caused me to glance away
you who makes me smile with memories of you
how could i forget all our talks
those sweet nights those meetings
if i live how could i live without you
without you my heart takes to nothing
if i live how could i live without you


saajan (darling)
this songs is i suppose a bit of a dedication for hassina and halim....they were both in love...but were forbidden to marry...hassina was forced to marry another man who is more than twice her age...its been a week....and she still hasnt dried her tears...halim has gotten sick...i havent heard from him in 2 days...i wont be surprised if his sister calls me and tells me hes commited suicide...this is what i hate about my culture.....and if my brother tries to force me to marry i promise to god and to any one else whos listening...i will take every pill every poison stab myself and shoot myself in the head the night before i am to be married.....this is pathetic

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Aug. 31st, 2006 | 10:18 am







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Aug. 18th, 2006 | 04:46 pm

i want to live in your eyes as your tears...i want to live your pain...and i want to die on your lips

meham zendagi conam to ya cheshay tou... meham zendagiam darday tou beshay....vay meham bemidam rue lab y a tou...

everyone...dont be surprised if i disapear within the next week...i cant keep doing this im getting really tired of life...

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Aug. 6th, 2006 | 04:09 pm

my glands are swollen im cold...i have a migrain...can i please die...please let me die...dil ka rishta...

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Aug. 1st, 2006 | 12:10 pm
mood: lonelylonely
music: Maar Daala

whose footstep is this
whose shadow is this
there was a knock at my heart
who entered here
who spread this vibrant color over me
i died from happiness
it killed me
who spread this vibrant color over me
i died from happiness
it killed me
god it killed me

the moon did not decorate my palm
nor did i contract any relationship with the stars
nor did i make any complaint of god
i hid every sorrow
with laughter i bore each injustice
i even embraced thorns
and was wounded by flowers

yes but when i raised my hands in prayer
i begged god for you
god i begged for you

who spread this vibrant color of me
i died from happiness
it killed me
god it killed me
killed me
whose footstep is this
whose shadow is this
there was a knock at my heart
who entered here



Maar Daala (it killed me) Devdas

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Jul. 31st, 2006 | 06:16 pm

is it just me or has the world become a big black hole....and no one is happy happiness...explain what that is please...i think there is going to be a mass suicide or maybe thats just called war...i understand nothing...i thought i knew so much and i realise im an idiot...and i really dont understand anything....i feel like im 5...but maybe im wrong because a 5 year old still understands what happiness is....

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Jul. 13th, 2006 | 03:37 pm

yay for devdas...if any one likes bollywood movies and havent seen devdas yet...they need to go see it...

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Jul. 13th, 2006 | 02:12 pm

if any ones intrested i uploaded a bunch of pics and put them in my gallerys heres the first gallery http://pics.livejournal.com/fengaraerith/gallery/00009ack
and heres the second
http://pics.livejournal.com/fengaraerith/gallery/00008qd4

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